Just Relax and Enjoy Your Shit

we're like fire and gasoline. im no good for you,and youre no good for me .

i have not written in such a long time, and i feel that i can not even begin to explain my life right now. cheers to the summer, it has been pretty good to me. i have to go to summer school or i will not graduate next year. that was the only bummer so far . lets get to the root of what i wanted to write about .

i met you in the blink of an eye . i had no clue, absolutely no clue we would end up here . i had my eye on someone else, and i was determined to get what i wanted .what i failed to realize is there is no stopping you . you and i are the same . we live off of our impulses and have an addictive personality . you thought you couldnt have me, and i thought i wouldnt let you . what we did not remember is that, you cant fight fate . what are we ? what are we doing ? you know how to handle me and i know how to handle you . i need someone to boss me around , to tell me what to do , when and how. you are that . you are rough around the edges, but late at night you hold me and tell me all the things im dying to hear . i dont know how this is going to end or what this is leading to but for right now lets live in this moment . and if everything goes wrong, i swear to god ill lie to myself and say youre just a notch in mybed post.

p.s my anxiety has been at an all time high lately and im having panic attacks back to back . do you guys have any suggestions to help ?

"Hi, I'm Preston Lacy, and this is the apple of my ass"