This May Hurt Just A Little

wow i really never come on here anymore . but today i have something valuable to say so i mine as well...

life is one big series of lessons, but they never stop...until you die. in order to complete a lesson you must learn that the value it is teaching and you must apply it . if you do not learn the lesson and learn from it, you will continue to go through the lesson until you have completed it . after the lesson has been complete, a new one presents itself. you will not get a new lesson until you complete the current one. 

this applies so much to my life right now. i recently stopped  talking to the man that i love and i thought it would be cool and cute to be with his best friend to piss him off .... thats so not cool. and i realize that now. i need to learn to forgive but never forget. i need to forgive him for what he has done to me and never forget what this has taught me . in time , i will find the one that is right for me but for now why not just live life? im young, im free. 

"Don't worry about the bears Bella. My Kung Fu is strong. "